Anthony,
I just discovered this part of the forum because, as usual, I was late for the live chat. I hope yer doing better, even when yer down, but still posting, it helps my frame of mind. Sometimes I start bumming cuz it's been soooo long since I've been in any kind of meaningful relationship, and with the things going on in my life, it probably won't get any better, but I'm always reminded that, with relationships comes heartache, all to often. PTSD seems to rob us of the things we find most valuable in life, I guess mine is having someone to share the good and bad times with, and both seem so hollow when there is no special Love to embrace them together with. But, that's another story for another day, I'm supposed to be supporting you right now, not bumming myself out.
Your input is invaluable to us all, but if you don't take care of yourself first, you'll find yourself slipping into the darkness that all of us know, and all of us fear, and all of us try to avoid. Stay in the light Anthony, there are a small community of us that need you, and we can keep the light burning for you til yer able to pick up the torch again and lead us. I won't say, "get well soon", I'll say, "get well". Less pressure using that wish for you, but the wish is the same.
Your Comrade-At-Arms,
WarHippy1%