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Old 05-08-2006, 04:59 PM
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Originally Posted by YoungAndAngry
Welcome Lorelei!
Hi, thank you. :)

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Originally Posted by YoungAndAngry
You can choose to go into this experience (school) with open eyes,
and realize what you are dealing with,
or... you can just "ignore" the symptoms and try to get on with your life...
But I guarentee you that if you pick the second choice... you will end up breaking.
Thankfully, I already realized awhile ago that ignoring your feelings doesn't make them go away... it makes them come back tenfold. So I definitely will not ignore it, as much as I want to!! lol


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I feel for you when you say you stay home all the time...
Your 17!!! :(
I'm 22, and devestated that I've purposely become a hermit in the last year.
Unless I have a Doctors appointment (physical therapy, family doc, surgeon, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.) I also do not leave my home.
My boyfriend usually picks up my smokes before he leaves for work... that way I don't have to leave... 'cause I HATE leaving my house.
It is horrible. I've never been this way before. A lot of why I can't leave is because I feel like something's going to happen to me if I'm out alone (like I said, a lot of my friends aren't available lately) and I need someone to protect me and comfort me. Usually with friends it's much better, but sometimes I'll still feel much too tired to do anything outside with friends, because my depression and insomnia exhaust me. =\

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Originally Posted by YoungAndAngry
But I don't want to stay this way... that's why I'm here...
I want to go out again...
Do you?
YES!!! I would love to be able to do fun things again!! I hate living this way. This is just awful.
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