well said nov silence. Angel it is hard and now we are in a new kind of normal. Every day it (normal) changes for me. So I never really have been able to settle anywhere. I too just want it back the way it was before. but it's not there. I always hang on to what I have heard is that this hard work will pay off and we may find our lives better than they were before.

Thinking and relating to your words.
Patty