Hi Kers, sorry about the delay.... not been well myself. Here we go...

You feel depreciated by life, its difficult and has its ups and downs. Your not trusting in intimacy, and as a result of being hurt within intimacy feel sad and you keep secrets surrounding this hurt. You are quite sad about your support systems, naive at times, and wonder how long you will survive without adequate support, hence your poor self esteem you have. You have been victimized within committed relationships and feel like returning to childhood at times for that protection, security even, though have no commitment towards anyone or anything in life than you currently have. Your largest issue is feeling attacked and hurt by a person in your life, though remain optomistic about your future.