Mouse,

Kind of new hear but I can tell you what others have told me. Take a deep breath and tackle one thing at a time. You obviously are a good mother or you wouldn't worry about being good - bad mothers don't care! My H has probable MS and had transverse myelitis - hot, cold, fatigue, stress all can stir things up. He gets major leg cramps almost every night - they are really bad. If you have the extreme fatigue, burning or any of the other symptoms I can understand why you are having a rough time. I have been having a lot of flashbacks also - that, I'm not to good at handling - it helps me some to write about them or just distract myself. It is just incredibly hard to deal with the physical and emotional stuff at the same time. It use to help me just to do something with my children but the little s..... grew up so now I have to play with the dogs. I'm not trying to make light of the situation but sometimes a good laugh or a really good cry can help too.

Take care,
jmp