Ok .. it is a fly phobia and my food looks like it has fly larvae in it when I try to eat it unless I have it directly in my hand. So i been kinda stuck with burritos and food I can hold without setting down or peanuts and dry foods like that.
I have never had a problem like this before but this one has been steadily getting worse since the day it started each spring.
It started when my friend died of a horrible death with a huge fly larvae infestation in his leg.

The way the fly phobia manifested was not unusual but the dad gum food hallucination issue does not make sense. But it is wrecking my life .
I will be gone for a few days but hope this explains a little as to why I asked the question.
Nora