March 2007 Part 2 Now you have had a break, go back to every question and look at your response. Try and find what you feel that your mind presented the image it did. Explain colours you chose, textures, water, cup, solids, liquids, space, objects, people, anything and everything that you wrote from your projected image, try and find what you feel to why you have that image. Don't look hard at things, instead try and look for the easy answers, as they are often the correct one's. Don't attempt to find something that isn't present, just look at each aspect for its absolute simplicity.
This is not an absolute, but something you must do in order to try and self analyse yourself. This is important. Please answer what you can, and simply define if you cannot find an emotion to a response you gave. The Road: Every time I close my eyes I see blood, so I think that's where the blood is coming from. I keep falling on the road because I keep ****ing up in real life. I think I'm trying too hard to get through it. The River: I'm scared of the marsh, but I cross it this time because I just don't care anymore. I'm already all bloody from the road. And if I'm going to die anyways I might as well not try to avoid it. I'm too tired to make any effort.
The House: The house is destroyed because it should be. I hate it. No one should live there anymore. It's dangerous. Someone has desecrated the graves. The paint peeling freaks me out. Like really frightens me. The toilet is because I am throwing up so much. The Cup: The cup is really old. Destroyed. The field feels a little better having been burnt. Like it's been cleansed. No one can hide behind a bush or a tree and jump out and surprise me. The Obstacle: I think my family is really dead but I'm not positive. They might come back to life again and grab me. I don't trust them. I really want to get to the lighthouse. I'd like to hide in it before the storm gets here. But I don't really see it as a possibility. It's pretty hopeless. |