Difficult Day. Awoke to something that I found most upsetting and have been preoccupied with it all day. It was a beautiful day outside, but I didn't get to enjoy it much, bc I also awoke scratching all over my neck and upper chest. Then immediately afterwards was the upset from this morning and I felt nothing but nasuea, leg weakness, fear that I'd collapse with much difficulty seeing, dizziness and confusion in my attempt to remain in church.

It took me nearly all day to shake these ill ill feelings. Fortunately my husband was willing to take our children to the playground and so they did come home having had fun and I took an afternoon nap.

I'm finding it amazing that I'm even able to post, bc lately I've been feeling overwhelmed, insecure and alone in my own world, disconnected from family, friends and everyone.

Hope