Wildfire, that is great that you got yourself some good sleep. Excellent news.

You are absolutely correct about the one person making a difference, and by moving forward, you can make a change to yourself and others. The most important thing though, is that you need to be fixed first, before you can help others, otherwise your mental capacity diminishes rapidly... trust me on that one, as I have done it before and learnt my lesson.

Your one very tough and strong person, and that is an added bonus to helping you recover from PTSD all that bit faster. Keep up the great work.