It hurt so much to know the truth
That she buried it deep inside,
Never Knowing someday
It would find it's way outside.

One would think it would be
like a damn unleashed,
but that wasn't the case at all,
Instead it was bit's and pieces,
That made little sense at all.

But slowly they came together,
In flashes,sensations,and more,
It felt so real that frightened,
She struggled to close this door.

She had hoped that it would disappear,
as it had when she was young,
But it would not go this time,
For it had been hidden way to long.

But please just one more time, I beg,
Please go back inside
This pain,so deep I cannot move,
I need a place to hide.

I know now that it won't disappear,
So I must learn to cope,
For merely the fact that I survived,
Means there has to be some hope.