I picked hypervigilance as my worst. I've been mulling over how to explain why for a day or two now. The best I can describe it as is that it never quits. It's 24/7 for over 20 years (at least) and many of my other symptoms are increased from it. Others, like nightmares, I'm just used to and consider it normal. The hypervigilance makes me feel crazy because I KNOW that many times the environment or situation does not warrant my reaction.
Nic will probably explain this better if I made it all jumbled.
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