Yer, clocks would be an interesting thing to have purdy... that damn time difference can muck with you at times.

You are getting the picture though purdy, in that it is bloody hard work mentally fixing yourself, and that has physical restraints upon you, as working tough mentally all day wears you out physically also. It took me three years from start to finish to fight every step of the way past PTSD, but it worked, and I am great now, providing I maintain myself and surroundings at all times.

Purdy, keep up the great work... heal yourself... and do it at the pace you can comprehend and analyse, missing nothing or very little along the way. Well done.