OK....I have to sleep so I am in the right frame of mind. Ok.I have think positive, nothing else bad is going to happen me, if i freeze my psychologist is right beside me, i can take an ativan when i get there, if i am shaking too much. I will bo ok, he will not hurt me again, he cannot,
<Iàmm protected in my mind he will never hurt me again nor ANYONE else. God only gives us what we can handle, and I might be hanging on by about 4 fingertips I am still hanging on. I want this to be over for good, this has to stop my past from haunting me too much longer, because that in itself is alreadya type of daily torture, only you are alive. (when some of those days are or feel like they already are hell) SorrY I am rambling it is really hard to do this all on my own and i have to drive in the morning and that brings on new fears due to my accident 2 weeks ago. AAAAAHHHHH