You feel quite depreciated overall, unappreciated even. Not trusting in intimacy, even find it painful at times. Secrets that your aware remain hidden. You where once naive about your support system, though now confused regarding the lack off, hence remains your low self esteem. You value commitment in relationships. Your biggest problem at present is feeling helplessness, hopelessness and likely worthlessness. Perhaps the pain in your life makes you feel as though you have lost the battle already, little strenght to carry on! These feelings are a strong signal to the severity of one's pain.