The obstacle is me, I just see myself.
My secrets, I think I have been letting them out, I didn't want to at first but I have done it, the actual events. How they make me feel and my emotions, I am working on that but it mostly remains with me, I don't like to show weakness.
My support system...hmmm I have a great husband but I don't share a lot of the deep down stuff with him. Therapist, I work on things with. I have a couple of friends but I put on a happy face for them most of the time when they ask me how things are going, if they knew the real me, they would hate me. I blame myself for everything. Big deal, most people do. |