OMG, my anxiety is high. I am trying to push back the feelings of seeing my sister, but cannot. I know I am having very vivid nightmares right now, but after I wake up they fade fast. I am sure I will not have to see her much as she tends to fill up her schedule when I am out there, but what if? I am a ball of nerves.

OMG the cats are playing....I just turned to tell the big one to be quiet as he was scurrying around and realized he is playing with the new one. I guess they are going to be friends, that makes me happy and relieved a bit.

I have so many reason to be anxious right now, however the one that takes the cake is seeing my sister. Not only seeing her, but being in the house that the abuse happened or should I say the majority of it happened. I will come back from this trip stronger having been able to face it and control myself once again.