Anthony, will you at least be able to look at my diary and give feedback. I admire your work and would love to get some advice from you. I know you are going through a lot in your personal life but do you think that there may be some time in the future when you might be able to help me process all of this stuff.....Just asking. I don't know much about you but I know you are dealing with your own personal stuff.......but when and if you feel like you may be able to give advice i would greatly appreciate it. I want you to feel healthy as well. Please let me know if and when you are in the position to read and give your wonderful, no BS advice which is exactly what i need. Please let me know. Thank You Pandora