:crybaby: My best friend just called....She just lives 40 minutes from my place....which has nothing to do with anything....She going to move away to southwest Michigan mid-August....She has a friend there and can live in her basement.....Her choices are all because of poverty....stemming from abuse and her resulting in PTSD like me....She lives in an area where drug pushing and using....can't find under-counter-pay job to beef up her finances....so she's not been able to get out of there...DAMN The bastard father of mine always has $$s to do anything he wants and yet gives me bull about not driving to my therapist [1&1/2 hour drive from here] He does this shit whenever my vehicle breaks down which it did last evening....I am not supposed to tell our therapist but I'll be seeing him before she will as she's going camping Thursday for 10 days.....:crybaby: I don't know how in the hell I'm supposed to do that....I read my son's blog today and he just got him the newest thing out....the iPhone.....he always tells me he has no extra funds to help me in a pinch...Don't get me wrong...He works hard for his bucks....and oh hell.....what's the use....I'm so sick at heart:crybaby: :crybaby: