Tough, tough day today. It started off difficult from the moment I opened my eyes when I awoke to my husband yelling at my son. I soon found out he'd awoke on the wrong side of the bed, even though I must say it would appear he tried and mostly succeeded in amending much in the middle of the afternoon. I love my husband. Yet he most definately triggers me. Sometimes I get depressed over nothing more than living with unneccessary stress and nonsense that seems to me could be avoided if only he'd own and be willing to try something new to resolve his issues.

I'd love to know he spoke up and said to someone, anyone, ...... hey, I have some issues and I'd like to find out what I can do about them, bc even with all my honest, self-reliant efforts they don't seem to be going anywhere for long and they're affecting and hurting my family.

Again, I love my husband and I'm not trying to be disloyal or mean, but heck enough is enough already and it triggers and sickens me. Too often I feel controlled by his moods or abrupt notions. Ouch, it all hurts and worries me sick about its results upon our children sometimes.

And, though No, this nonsense, doesn't happen every day and has been known to be put to rest for nearly weeks at a time, I've seen the patterns and it's developing ugliness, during these times and it damn well hurts all of us.

Now please, if anyone is trying to compare husbands or wives and how supportive and awesome yours is all the time ............ please, please, please don't make it the very next post. (LOL), but sincere

Hope