HI Angel,
Don't beat up on yourself so much about this. I think that most people with PTSD suffer from wanting so much that we fail to see the red flags that are all around us. I know because I speak from experience. I too have a crappy history of picking all the wrong guys, so now I live alone...
I can stand up for myself in any other situation, put down strong boundaries, avoid situations that I know are wrong,,,,,,,,,,But when it come to the heart, and love issues...I just suck at this...
I don't have any answers for you... Just try not to beat yourself up...
She Cat |