Anthony!! The only thing that I can picture in my mind is my laying on the very edge of the bed ALL night. Scared to breathe or move or anything for fear of waking him. This is the most vivid due to the fact that this is when the fear was the most intense. And the longest in time. Feeling that fear all night, being afraid to move at all IS a true and really intense memory and to this day I can feel the fear. The things leading up to this fear are sketchy, and the actual incident is somewhat foggy but the rest of the night is extremely vivid.

It did serve me well for the rest of my life, I think?? If I have ever felt the slightest hint of any agression from anyone in my life I leave. In fact, I run!! I run til I can no longer even remember who or what triggered the response!!! Oh WELL isn't this interesting? Seems I have just revealed an interesting fact that I was not really aware of. I run from situations of any kind rather than facing them HUMMMMMMMMMMMM! I don't do confrontations either. I have some thinking to do on this