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Originally Posted by hercules3of4 Anthony, this scares me I feel NOTHING!!!! That is not a very good sign, is it? |
Actually, its perfectly normal herc. Your not supposed to just feel something, especially if your mind has regressed the memory, hidden it away because it caused you so much pain at the time. Its nothing new to block trauma... thats all it is, nothing more, nothing less.
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Originally Posted by hercules3of4 Worrying about it or trying to figure this puzzle out has actually caused me more harm than good. |
Nothing wrong with that IMO... atleast your thinking instead of ignoring it all.
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Originally Posted by hercules3of4 Anthony!! The only thing that I can picture in my mind is my laying on the very edge of the bed ALL night. Scared to breathe or move or anything for fear of waking him. |
So then herc.... you just expressed feeling from your trauma! You felt scared, you felt fear... so you do feel after all. Interesting where this is going...
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Originally Posted by hercules3of4 If I have ever felt the slightest hint of any agression from anyone in my life I leave. In fact, I run!! I run til I can no longer even remember who or what triggered the response!!! Oh WELL isn't this interesting? Seems I have just revealed an interesting fact that I was not really aware of. I run from situations of any kind rather than facing them HUMMMMMMMMMMMM! I don't do confrontations either. I have some thinking to do on this |
I must agree... you do have thinking to do, because you just found a trait you display, called "avoidance". You have it down to a fine art obviously, hence you willingness to keep things locked up inside you and avoid dealing with them. Amazing what can be found when the mind is provoked a little hey herc?