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Originally Posted by batgirl Does this mean I want to be a kid again, or that I just want to go back to before the shooting? I know I often wish the shooting never happened and that I didn't have PTSD. In fact I have fantasies about that. |
You just answered your own question Evie... which only you could have done. Saved me the trouble of telling you I don't know, only you do. You know you would like to return to an earlier time, being prior to the shooting. That would be what your sub-conscious feels.
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Originally Posted by batgirl But what do you mean by feeling like you have been ripped off with intimacy because of trauma? Can you explain that to me please? |
You really once again answered this already, being you believe your damaged goods now from your trauma, and what did you say,
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Originally Posted by batgirl What do you mean by someone or something less than totally honest? I'm being dishonest or someone else is being dishonest with me? I don't really understand the statement. |
This refers to commitment, being relationships with others, whether spouse, family or friend, that is up to you, as its your mental image. What you stated was:
"It's a bit stained too on the inside, I think from coffee, because it's a brown stain." which you referred as coffee, being a liquid, which defers to the commitment towards someone or something less than totally honest. The coffee is a stain as you stated, so this is likely something that is lingering in your mind, though is off past nature, likely a commitment issue you had that maybe you still feel guilty for or the like, remembering, could be spouse, family or friend.