Everytime I try to count the number of things that have happened to me the more insane I begin to feel. I tend to try not to think about it, because until recently I thought it was just the death of my first girlfriends that was my problem... then I started remembering more details that lead me in a relationship at such a young age and it started making me feel even worse then ever. I did not realize I was in the Complex catagory until not that long ago. It is nice to know I'm not the only one, because for the longest time I thought that I was demented and I just imagined half the crap that is in my head...

jaa ne

Kat