I guess I must try and get some sleep. Sometimes I don't even like to try, especially in a bedroom, I prefer the livingroom on scary nights.

Well, tommorrow's our last day to pack and then my family and I will be off on a camping vacation. I'm also very glad that two of our relatives will be visiting and living here while we are gone and others will be stopping by. My kids are so much looking forward to this camping trip. I certainly hope all goes well, as my husband IMHO, has not been very happy lately and there is no greater trigger in my life these days, then when my husb. is unmotivated, negative, fearful, resentful or super-sensitive. I'm afraid I'm not suppose to tell my perception of the truth here, on that subject. Wtf though, it sucks having to struggle to find and act upon my best thinking, while feeling I must do everyone else's best thinking for them too. I mean, I'm supposedly the only one with issues here, when I can and have consistently seen issues within my husb., who if you ask him will tell you they don't exist and are all within my imagination. Crap'o'la........Just fed up tonight with bs. I mean my kids see, feel and respond or react to it also. They feel like they're walking on egg shells too during his frequent agitated and super-sensitive moods.

Well whatever', ........I do plan to prepare myself to use one strategy after another if I must to avoid any conflict while camping. Don't get me wrong, I love my husband, and our kids adore him, we just need him to really take his part in HIS emotional/mental and physical well-being seriously enough to reach out for help.