I have read everyone's advice, and it seems that everyone thinks that i should tell her now as opposed to later... BUT there is a new twist to my dilemma:
Her mother found out that i am bi-polar and now forbids her daughter to see me, even though she is 22 years old (i am 30) and wants to see me still. She was constantly on my mind, and i couldn't concentrate on my work or anything else for that matter, so i broke it off. We are still friends and care for each other very much; in fact, i am falling for her hard!!!! She spoke to our priest and he gave her great advice... He said that if she still wants to see me that she should buy her own car and see me regardless of what her mother says... after all, she IS a grown woman!!

Now, i don't know what to do. Do i try to turn off my feelings for her?? Do i keep going down the path i am on, knowing it could be painful?? Do i stop all contact with her or just let nature take its course?? I am so confused!?!?:cuckoo: I AM HEARTBROKEN:crybaby: