Okay, so the car is in the shop to be fixed, mine is not yet, but at least after tomorrow we should have a car again, that will help.

I spoke with Marilyn on the phone yesterday and we just chatted and she let me vent about Colleen and all that has been on my mind. This was very helpful to me to actually speak to someone about it.

I am hungry right now and find that I am getting accustomed to being hungry once in a while again. I think this is a good thing as I have been eating with every bare hint of hunger for several years now and not fighting back the hunger. I really believe I will benefit from this, however I also believe this is not easy. I think once I return to working it will get easier.

I started a good book yesterday and am about 1/2 through it. It is called "gone but not forgotten" and is a definate hard to put down kind of book. However I have had a bad headache for approx. 2 days now and still think I may be kicking the caffeine. Not sure.

My sister Pat (the mean one) sent me a hat from Puerto Rico and I am really worried. I don't know what she is thinking, we have not even exchanged so much as a card over the years. The hat is nice, but I beyond have no trust that she is even trying to have a "truce". I will remain civil while waiting for the real reason for her civility. Something doesn't smell right. Something is up.