Hi Ang,
I'm sorry to hear how you have been treated. Sufferers of PTSD get caught in the worst of worlds, suffering at the same time as torturing, and the worst part is they think they are all alone! To start the healing, the best thing you could do is to get your ex to this site and begin reading these posts. Just like you, he will start reading about others that are going through the exact same things he is. When my wife (who suffers from PTSD) started reading these posts, our world began to turn. Things are not normal, and may never be, but at least she began to see that she was not alone in her feelings, and that she was not crazy.
Good luck Ang, and even if you can't get him here, know that there are many here that know just what YOU are going through, too.
Warren |