i will wait awhile so that Evie is feeling stronger and then i will ask her one day. She has been following my journal as well so maybe she will be a little more comfortable knowing i really understand some of the things she is experiencing in the same sort of way. If I ever gey up enough courage to keep going ,UUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHH. Anyway take care and I look froward to our meeting if it can be arranged. Take Care.