Anthony:

Thank you for your note. I think I understand what a thread(s) is. If I do post something in the wrong place, or go somewhere I'm not supposed to, just let me know.

I hand it to you for facing the "hard stuff" head on. It does sound like for you as time goes on you learn and practice ways to deal with each day. That's what I'm looking forward to. I know it's not all going to be uphill. I expect that there will be days when I will not want to see another day. But I am hoping that the EMDR sessions will be beneficial in lessening the intensity of my emotions. And hopefully, the therapist can show me some techniques to use in the rough times. Yes, I will certainly let you know how it goes.

Do you find even though people in your life may understand, or try to understand, the PTSD that you still feel "alone"? I know supportive people can make a big difference at times, and yet I still feel detached. And maybe that is my way of dealing with trust issues. My brother can be supportive, and yet he seems to be confused as to why I "have a label". My brother and I have some deep philosophical discussions. He seems to think most people have control over what they experience. I tend to believe that experience is what we learn from. I love my brother dearly. We have some pretty wild conversations at times. I guess that is what makes the world go around.

I tend to babble on at times. It was a long afternoon at work.

You are fortunate that Kerri-Ann has learned much about PTSD. I bet that makes it easier for you.

Have a nice day!