Aelis ~

We are in the exact same boat. I constantly do not what to do or act with some one who means the world to me. Its like walking on glass cause you want to help they neeeed help but you never know what is going to upset them more. Its very frustrating. My loved one was Army and over in iraq mostly for 2 years before I knew him. I have know him for about 2 years and am madly in love with him but its very complicated also. Its like he is the best person with a heart of gold only thing is its really black and hateful right now but its like its spray paint or something that is slowly chipping away. If you ever need anyone to talk to about it private message me, I know I could use some one who understands too.

Best Wishes and With Love
Kate

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