Thanks for your encouragement and truth! In other good news, I got a new job! The one I wanted and I start Sept. 4th so I have a couple more weeks. Hopefully this won't effect getting off my meds. Since I have a couple of weeks, if things start looking bad then I will get back on and wait awhile to try again. This is something I want to do though, I am finally ready to be honest with everyone especially myself. I will keep in mind to not give myself a hard time.

Monica