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Originally Posted by Kathy  Alienne, I do hope you don't find me forward in saying so, but you do seem quite reluctant to post anything publicly at all.
In any event, I would be delighted if you would feel comfortable enough to participate a bit more. |
Since I'm a new kid on the block I have a little to contribute on this topic.
Firstly, while I spent hours reading avidly when joining, I felt like a kid starting at a new school where all the students knew each other (the Carers) and while they didn't totally understand the teachers (the PTSD Suffers) they knew who they were.
Secondly, while I had a vague idea of what PTSD was about I didn't want to come in straight away amongst "experienced" people and say something "dumb". While I am intelligent it does not mean I totally comprehend what PTSD is about or what Carers go through other than my first hand experience (which fortunately is quite good).
Thirdly, I found I was extremely self conscious as I knew that some of what I wrote could be read by my partner and while I love him dearly I do not know all of his triggers yet and didn't want to say anything publicly which may inadvertently offend or upset him.
Finally, I guess I was just plain chicken at trying something new.
Funnily enough, as I have become a member of this amazing community I find myself wanting to come here and talk and I already feel like I have friends here as well - Not just strangers at the other end of a PC. I now look forward to coming here.