Thank you for all the support all of you have given me!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't given up on telling my story...
it's just crazy hard for me to deal with.
Writing it down makes it real... less like a bad dream.

It's just that as I'm recalling it... it's like I'm being transported right back to that "situation"
I'm glad that my description opens a window into the terror I was feeling.
Because I've never really been able to put that experience into words before.