Well tick the 'hurt likes hell' box.

Symptoms;

- mainly depression, overwhelming sense of sadness, unable or unwilling to cry
- feel pain inside, like it hurts my heart (sounds a bit dramatic but not sure how else to describe)
- feel like someone is hurting me
- feel like someone is going to get me
- tight chest
- aching all over
- sore throat
- upset stomach
- can't eat
- feel surreal, disconnected from the world, people
- desire for rescue (?) or help but there's no way I can reach anyone
- loneliness, isolation, detachment, not in the same world as everyone else.
- helpless, wanting the pain & the above to stop, but completely unable to do anything even logging on here is a chore, getting out of bed a pain, feel unable to move or connect to my physical body. Powerless.

Might go try the cup of tea, and I have a magazine - that's another one - difficulty concentrating. Usually I read a book, that will be too much, but I will try a magazine.

Thanks Veiled.