For some silly reason I feel nervous and i can't even see who I might be speaking to.Oh well.I've been living with and trying to get over PTSD for sixteen years due to child-hood abuse.I,m only in my mid thirties so it's taken a fair chunk out of my life so far as I'm sure it has many others on this site.I spent four years in therapy and have had times of inner peace and serenity.Unfortunatly now isn't one of those times and hasn't been for quite a while but I try to remain eternaly optimistic.tThe therapist I was seeing was having a difficult time herself and she admited that she was taking it out on her patients,this has left not feeling as though I can trust another therapist because it was abig leap of faith to do so to start with.This has left me ina state of limbo somewhat but as I say optimistic.I think that asite like this is so good it gives people a to a chance to see they're not the only ones who go through these things.Also it gives people achance to identify with people in similar cicumstances.If you' gotten this far thanks for reading.Bye.