Okay for self analyzing it..

Well the dusty rose is weird. Cause I hate pinks. However this colour is strangely soothing. My initial reaction to the whole thing is that I'm just lazy right now. LOL

So hmmm, are my emotions dissociating? Maybe the house is waiting for my emotions to come back? LOL but that makes no sense because I've been all over the board lately in the emotions field.

I have no idea it's all very muted and dream like to me. Not really any emotions just.. la la land like. The only thing that really got me was the dust tornado thing. My stomach flips just thinking about it. It's very scary.

Maybe I'm scared of feeling my emotions?

Ughh, not too good at this part am I? LOL

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Ohh I just wanted to add, there is no sound there. Nothing not a drop of sound. It's all.. just sight and emotion. No feel (as in touch) and no sound.