Pand,
I guess the only words of wisdom I can say are....Keep trying. Keep working on you. Keep working on getting rid of you demons......
You didn't asked to be raped, but were and are now left with the emotional baggage that comes with it. You can do this. It won't be easy, it won't be a quick fix, but just try everyday to move a little bit forward.
There are good people out there that are sensitive to us...he may be just one of those people....I hope so.
Wen |