everyone has baggage!! don't tell yourself you are more trouble to him then your worth! Every person has something or even someone that causes them trouble through out life that others have to deal with when they become involved! And you know at one point in my life I made the decision not to give up looking for love even though it seemed hopeless.. because.. even if it doesn't work out... I would much rather have experianced love and not have it work out in the end.. then NEVER having experianced it at all !!! It might not work out with this guy.. but no matter what its still a good step in the right direction! enjoy the time you have.. put no expectations on it.. and let yourself have the good times! I know its easier said then done! LOL but look at this forum.. there REALLY are lots and lots of people out there in this big wide world that DO understand and think you are a wonderfull person! So keep your hopes up and look at all the good things about yourself and about this guy.. rather then seeing all the bad stuff!