So how are you doing Jen? Are you able to find some time for you to go out with the girls & just let it out.

You know the signs & pattern of your hubby's illness. If you think you need to contact his doc or Martha or a friend of his to help him through this then go for it. You are still recovering too & I'm sure this isn't helping you much either. It's ok to ask for someone to share the load when you know you aren't 100% to deal with all this.

Sending you big gentle hugs!