Thank you for the warm welcome Kathy! You and everyone are right with what you are saying. I am trying to look after myself, just have to get over feeling guilty for being a little selfish at the moment and not being there for him at a time when he is for the first time dealing with his PTSD problem. Will have to wait and see what the future brings.
I have read some of your posts - you are an amazing person! You have so much strength to support others and still so much strenght for your own life! I wish there were more people like you out there...All the best for you and thank you again!