Thank you all, much appreciated. The wife and I have been grieving all along, attended grief therapy and so on. However. Some days are more difficult than others. Though she doesn't have PTSD, Kathleen was "triggered" by something today. Did bring Brian to the surface once more. She should feel a little better after a rest.

Myself... have similar feelings of sorrow and guilt. However. Some anger as well. Would like to kick my son's arse to be honest. Stupid thing, drinking and driving. Understand it was the PTSD, but still difficult to accept. Family is left to pick up the pieces. Left a 4 year old son without a father too. Infuriates me whilst feeling sadness at the same time.

Jim.