Recently I have been talking to My spouse and Our room mate about what is going on.

The more I think about what I went though, the more My emotions come to the surface, mostly sorrow and regret.

I told My room mate, about My time in the service and My time during Desert Storm, now she has a better understanding of why I am the way I am. I cried as I told her. I said that "you probably think that I am crazy." she chuckled and said, "I already knew you were, but now I know why." When she said that, I wasnt mad at her. I cant and wont be mad at someone for "understanding"