Hi. I'm awake all night again, though I'm so tired and wish I could fall asleep. The events leading to my complex ptsd also left me with disabling physical injuries that took me from a wonderful career to disability status. I fought against my therapist telling me I'd reached disability status for the longest time, and am probably often still in denial that I no longer have the capacity I once had.

I don't have any family left and have had to relocate often as the attacker, who is wealthy, has stalked me from state to state. So I live with the disabling injuries and ptsd, have lost my career and home as I could no longer work or afford my home, and live a very isolated life.

Because I have literally no support, and am beginning to accept I can't do this alone, I was grateful to find this forum. Thank you.