Even though we really don't know each other here on the internet, I feel like I have many friends here, and I feel close to you, I think about you and although I don't know what happened to you, and you don't know much about me either, we share PTSD and that's an ocean in itself. We have this wonderful forum to communicate through and I am very grateful that we have met each other and can help each other heal a little at a time.