I figured I would put this here, as it's about my son. (for those of you confused.. I have PTSD and so does my 12 year old son.. )

I'm feeling very frustrated with the school right now. The therapist wants Matt to do school work at home for the next month until all the assessments are in place, so that they can create a transition plan for school.

Well the school is giving me a hell of a run around. They want a fax from the therapist outlining doing school work at home, then they will forward it to some guy that does the home schooling, then they will devise a plan for it, then they will send home work.

Well shit it's only a month here people. By the time they get all their stupid paperwork done, Matt will be starting his transition plan!

I'm a little peeved off about it.

I'm also quite worried that Matt will end up so far behind that they will hold him back a year and I just can't see how that is going to help matters in any way.

Maybe I am worrying too much?

I'm also nervous about our duel therapies. Although I handle it well (considering) I have to go on heavy duty meds while Matt is in therapy, as I trigger him when I rage or get stressed. So my therapy is going to be rather slow when I'll be drugged to the hilt. But I'm afraid of refusing because they could push to have him removed otherwise.

So now I'm worried about that.. and if I'm so heavily drugged, will I be able to be a good mom to him?

Ugh.. there are issues piling up here! I guess I just need a little.. it will be fine, from the carer point of view. I know that our situation is very unique.. but.. I think this fit's in here for now.

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