Ok, a quick overview stands like this; you feel quite naive within life itself, your trusting within intimacy, though hold many secrets surrounding sexual intimacy. You demonstrate a very poor self esteem. You demonstrate naivety towards your support systems, whether present or past, in that maybe they are not what you would like to believe they are or have been for you. Sadness predominates surrounding commitment within your life, like you have been chipped away to your current feeling of sadness.

Your largest issue at present is moving beyond your sexual issues, likely sexual trauma in which you keep most secretive. You literally feel it would be like climbing that cliff in order to move beyond. You see little more at present than moving past your sexual issues.