Thanks Everyone.

I've been good at talking about what is stressing me, except for Matt. I realized yesterday that I'm just letting my fears and my struggles with being his carer eat at me.

I am not superwoman and I do need support (self mantra.)

Ryair: Wow. Your very strong and determined yourself! (I kinda figured it wasn't Tonka! lol as you said Ex.. hehe)

ugh I have no words right now.. just thanks for listening and understanding....

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