Bec,

Right now emotions are running on high.....This is all new for you and Matt. Calm down, breath deep. I know you really want to just scream, but it won't help you, or Matt right now.

I am going to say something that you might not like, so I am warning you up front.......

This isn't about you right now, it's about Matt. It's his time.

Is being hospitalized the right thing or the wrong thing????? I agree with Pandora, the test are a good thing, and maybe being apart might help the both of you, I don't know just grasping for answers right now.

Bec all I can say is this.....I feel for you right now, and I hear the pain.....Think about this.....He is young yet, and if he can get a grip on the PTSD now, he won't have to have it hit him later on in life. Let him learn the tools now that he will always have so that he can live a life better than what we have had....

I am so sorry that this has happened, but it may be one of those blessings in disguise too..

Research the hospital, and ask tons of questions......

Hugs,

Wendy