OK...it has been approx a month since we started seeing each other. We speak every night.
he did start asking a few questions and seemed genuinley to care and was concerned. really scaring me a bit......because I am not used to it (as She Cat pointed out)
So...last night i wrote down what caused the PTSD, not really details.....so i am waiting for the in person discussion. I am kind of like really nervous but want it to be out in the open. I really can't hide it...LOL
So...one day at a time...stay in today...I keep repeating that over and over. Mr stress level is extremely high from this, a new relationship, anniversary, bringing nightmares again but I do know that once things settle down again, this will too. Optomism......i am trying.